Jealousy

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Hi, This Short Story. 

I am jealousy with that girl, The girl can make him laugh, The girl can ask his time to have call, The girl can hang out in the weekend, The girl can have Deep Conversation with him, The girl can have same hobby, The girl can is near with his parents house in which he lived in it, The girl can make a guy move on from me, The girl can get certainty from him, The girl can make me so fucking jealous. 

Today,

I decided to stop loving him, I decided to stop communicate with him, I decided to expect to have relationship with him, I decided to stop reply Hi from him. I am sincere, If He chooses that girl than me, because I believe with this statement "If something is destined for you, it will never belong to someone else". 

Somehow, life must go on. 

By the way, I am fucking love Pamungkas's songs. One of them is Jealousy. Jealousy is 3/4 his album in 2023 . Jealousy is presented my current feeling. 


I attachment this lyric :

Jealousy comes back at me
Take full control over me
I am losing myself
Losing myself again
Jealousy bring back to me
Pass over my serenity
I am losing myself
I'm losing myself today
I am not the only one
Can I be the only one?
Maybe someday you want me badly, want me
Like you want me there with you before
Before you want someone else
Maybe someday I'll see you
Clearly see you
Like I see you through just like before
Before you see someone else
Before I'm just someone else
There you are
Jealousy comes back at me
Take the anger out of me
I am burning inside
Burning inside again
Jealousy bring back to me
Pass over my serenity
I'm shivering inside
Shivering inside today
Though, I'm not the only one
And I am the lonely one
Maybe someday you want me
Badly want me
Like you want me there with you before
Before you want someone else
Maybe someday I'll see you
Clearly see you
Like I see you through just like before
Before you see someone else
Oh, before I'm just someone else
Hmm, what am I to you again? Ooh-ooh
Why did I love you again?
I don't know if I can let this go
Can we try it all just once again?
And maybe you will need me again
I am not the only one
Can I be the only one?
Maybe someday you want me
Badly want me
Like you want me there with you before
Before you want someone else
Maybe someday I'll see you
Clearly see you
Like I see you through just like before
Before you see someone else, aah
Oh, before I'm just someone else. 


From this song, I got a lot lessons :

1. Jealousy can make me losing myself. 

2. Jealousy is because of I am not the only one. 

3. Jealousy Passes over my serenity, I'm shivering inside. 

4. Jealousy make me flustered and my head is full of the question 

"I don't know if I can let this go, 

Can we try it all just once again?

And maybe you will need me again".

5. Jealousy makes me setting new expectations in my head. " Maybe someday you want me

Badly want me

Like you want me there with you before".

Thank you so much Pamungkas. Because of your work (songs), I am not feeling lonely. I feel A day feels better and I want to begin again like the title of your other songs.

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